Awfully cold Jun

This past few days have been awfully cold to bee Jun. It is unbealivable when I last checked it was only 11 degrees. You even feel cold inside. I would realy like to bee where it is warm now. How on earth will I ever bee able to go and swim if it does not get warmer soon. Feels almost like middle of winter! What joke is this!? Bombina has gotten swollen belly now and she is still ill. I wonder if she has infected uterus or cancer! When i see her swollen belly it breaks my heart and I could start to cry! I love her so much. She is such a sweet little hamster. I do not want my girl to suffer! Then I start to suffer! Darn vet she just seem to not ansver when I call her. Like she is on weekation and do not want to take eny calls. But...I am afraid what out come it will bee. I am sure that they will recomend to put her to death! I can not handle to see that once again. I saw that once and I was horrifyed when I saw the huge nidle and be put inside hamster males skin under his belly! It was awfull to see. And when airbubbles came out from its mouth....awfull it was just to awfull. I could not watch that once again. Bombina do move around and eat,drink and doing her other needs as she should. But her belly just gets more swollen by day! Day by day my worst fear comes closer...The fear of having her to bee put to death.....